Angel to Devil

Drastic changes coming in me,
Some disturbing, some new,
Just want my mind to flee,
and get rid of the blue

Is it sombody else or me inside,
Never did i behave in such a way,
where has the real "Me" hid,
I want to be just as I was when a kid

All emotions playing hide and seek,
making me all weak and meek,
Bitching and jealously dwells in my heart,
cause of which am making everyone go apart

Finding flaws in everything is being done,
reasoning is what I, shun
small things becoming irritating,
happiness is now fading

"Peace" is what my heart screams,
hope it becomes a reality soon and not just stay as a Dream